What to do ?

I'm so torn on what to do, not so much torn but I feel helpless in the situation that I'm in. Noel has her feeding clinic scheduled for May 30- June 22 she desperately needs this clinic, just the two things they told me to do at home with her on our initial visit she has been doing slowly and I know with more intensive treatment she will overcome this feeding issue. 


How do people make it with no savings, one income and no family support? I never expected the challenges I face but I always embrace them and do what I have to do and think that somehow God will see us through it and he has for sure. If it wasn't for donations when the girls were born, we would have never been able to go run back and forth the 2 hours away that they were to see them. We wouldn't of been able to pay for a place to stay and co-pays etc while I was out of work. I just don't understand how people do it, we have no family support, no savings and one income I'm praying that this situation will work out for us. I don't want to be a failure to my child. I feel so angry with the insurance company for not providing the things that we can use at home to help her we have great insurance through my job and she still gets nothing. Special needs toys - why are they so expensive life definitely  works against you but I try so hard to stay positive. Letting my daughter stay at the dorm at her school I know they love her to death but she is 4 years old, what do I do I can't provide everything she needs to blossom and grow into an independent young lady, makes me as a mom sometimes feel like a failure. Either way she is my daughter I love her and will do what I need to do for her and the rest of my family if we eat double cheeseburgers every day for a month.